I'm handling this situation COMPLETELY different from all of the rest. Longer process, but it's healthier. No "distractions." I'm just facing this head on so I never NEED to come back after I'm finished being "distracted."
I am ALWAYS in a relationship. I'm a lover. It is just natural for me to find love in someone and indulge...even if it isn't the healthiest situation. THIS time around, I'm taking it eeeeeasy. It is so easy to fall for someone else with part of it being a catalyst for one to get over the last person.
I honestly think this is the FIRST time in my life that I've come out of a relationship and am not getting into another. I don't need the distractions. I need to embrace my inner love. (lol, man, if I could love myself the way I put it down on .........., ooooowee, I'd stay celibate for life. hahaha. JK)
Anyhow, with that said. I have been surrounded by a lot of GREAT people. I really appreciate your presence in my life, all of you. ...but as friends. Hey, I'm charming sometimes. That's a family trait. ...and I genuinely CARE. That's just how it is...but I AM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING OUTSIDE OF making friends. So when I say that, I mean it. Lol. Please stop interpreting me saying "No, I'm not interested" as "Yes, I am interested" LOL. Seriously.
You don't want to be listed on my stat sheet as just another board or rebound. You'll thank me later. Just let me do this by myself, my dears. Let's just pretend I'm on the injured list. (Yeah, Bynum...I'm great when I'm not injured, but I'm hurt - so you don't want me playing with you right now)
It's safer for everyone involved. Word! ...and honestly, I'm in that borderline emotional state right now where having someone here just to cater to that void is so easy to get sucked into... but I have my shoulders pushed back and my head held high. There's no need to get anyone else involved. This time it is between me & the other me lol. Until we become one again.
...and you will notice, there is ALWAYS a however in my blogs...
I am taking someone out to eat this weekend... but that's because I had to track her ass down! Damn! Lol. I mean, the convo went something like this... Me: "You should let me take u out for dinner, lunch, or a bottle of water - or whatever" Her: "Sounds like fun. See you this weekend. Talk to you later"
THAT WAS AWESOME!!! Lol.
See, friends. Fun and stuff like that. Not marriage lol. Chill out, yo. When my head is clear of the strobelight effects, make a pass. Until then, recommend a book to me... let's have lunch... play frisbee... paint... exercise. Simple stuff. No strings attached.
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