To heal, you must Believe. It's a mental, soulful process. It's kinda like people who try to quit smoking. They can never stop until THEY are truly ready. I've seen lifetime smokers quit overnight because they were ready and believed they could.
Time is always trying to take credit for Healing. It's not about Time. Not at all.
I KNOW that I've healed. Last week, I would have lost my mind having the type of convo I had lastnight. ...but I didn't because last week, I set a new goal. ...and I am taking steps to accomplish that goal. One of those steps requires me to really STOP looking back and only look FORWARD. Even the present situation doesn't matter.
The thing that makes this healing process different from any others that I've gone thru is that the very thing that I believe in is the very reason that I had to go thru this process in the first place. Only this time, I BELIEVE IT WILL WORK.
When you TRULY want something, YOU GET IT. You let go of the mindset that all of these extra things are gonna get in the way. NOTHING can get in the way because if it could, it would have already.
This has been one hell of a journey. ...and when I say hell, I mean HELL.
I thank God sooooooo much for the power of healing. Now I have more strength to carry on and work towards these future plans.
In the meantime... well, God has the meantime covered as well.
I believe in this.
So when it is said that my "politeness is awkward" - that is probably because believing in something THIS much after all of this pain is VERY RARE.
I am healed. ...and despite everything that has happened, and is still happening - My crazy ass still has the Courage to Believe and get back to a path that we can agree on.
Make it a believable day or not - the choice is Yours.
Peace. Light. Love. Belief!
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