I gotta give a mad shout out to my roomie!!! She's been here through this entire emotional roller coaster ride. I think one of the most challenging days was this past Friday - when there were actually no emotions involved.
I was a numb, lifeless speck.. Just floating around the house like a quiet ghost.
She stuck around. Listened to my nonsense. Watched my blank stares. She watched me in disgust, but never interrupted the process she knew I needed to go through.
My big bootie roommate -
Ordered me pizza.
Baked me Chocolate Chip Cookies.
Rescued my dog from my room when I decided at 2am that I needed to go to the gym.
I was lifeless. Probably the first time she had ever seen me in this state. ...and she has seen all of the phases I've gone thru over the past 6 years after break-ups.
...but this time was different. I was really lifeless. For an entire 24 hours.
I was dead.
...but she was there. The entire time. Waiting for me to snap out of it so that when I was finished DYING (lol), she could remind me of who I was before it all happened.
When I started breathe again, I realized that sometimes you have to die in order to live right when you come back.
I'm back now...and I thank my roomie for dealing with me this past however many months.
...and now, she's baking me a cake!!! :)
This cake will be part of a celebration of new life...and lifelong friendship. Judy with the Big Bootie is the BEST!!!
Thank you for all that you have done!!! Now, we step into the revitalizing phase. ...and the best way to start that process is with cake and Wanda DeJesus ;)
Mmmmm! Sorry, Judy... she's hott!!! I don't think I'm giving her back to you.
God bless you for the great woman, mother, and friend that you are!!! One important piece of my Super Hero Virgos! :)
Love u mamas!!!
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